Tuesday, December 29, 2009

not getting up today

Sunday, December 27, 2009
"What is required of us is that we love the difficult and learn to deal with it. In the difficult are the friendly forces, the hands that work on us. Right in the difficult we must have our joys, our happiness, our dreams: there against the depth of this background, they stand out, there for the first time we see how beautiful they are." (Rainer Maria Rilke, Selected Letters)

The internet has provided the following trail of musical breadcrumbs







and, just when I thought I couldn't love this song any more than I already do, it's interpreted in sign language




Place to explore: http://www.read.gov/
http://www.read.gov/exquisite-corpse/Book/#page/2/mode/2up

Grandma will turn 95 in April. She started going out with Grandpa when she was 18. They were married when she was 26. He died 12 years ago yesterday. And these facts help as the grains of salt when, horrified that I don't have a boyfriend, she says "But you should hurry up and find someone - you don't want to be an OLD MAID." Yes Grandma. I'll see what I can do about that. You know though that if I'd stayed with any of my boyfriends it would have ended in bloodshed already and I'd be alone or dead now anyway.

the days between

Saturday, December 26, 2009
I woke up this morning with Imogen Heap's Just For Now stuck in my head and I realized, looking at the lyrics, that it's my Christmas song this year.


Jesus in queue at Watermark

Sausage Rolls

Wednesday, December 23, 2009
I made these sausage rolls tonight and more or less followed the recipe....here is the recipe with the tweaks I want to make next time...

In a bowl combine
1 egg
8 oz sausage (your favourite - sweet italian is nice but ours had caraway seeds which weren't)
1/4 cup toasted bread crumbs (fresh can be toasted 10min in 350 oven)
1/4 cup parsley - scant (and other herbs?)
1/4 cup minced onion
2 minced garlic cloves
Roll out a pkg of puff pastry into a 10"x10" square and divide into 3 long strips.
Spread dijon mustard along the long centre line of each strip.
Top the pastry with a long line of the sausage mixture, pinch closed and arrange seam side down

Cut each roll crosswise

(Make-ahead: Cover and refrigerate for up to 8 hours. Or freeze until firm; layer between waxed paper in airtight container and freeze for up to 2 weeks. Add 5 minutes to baking time.)

Bake in 425°F (220°C) oven until puffed and golden, about 20 minutes.

Final Plan

Monday, December 21, 2009
Tonight: finish shopping and make dinner (either lamb pitas or a fondue with crusty bread and wine)...

Tomorrow: make pie crust (the one with the vodka) ; make sausage rolls

Wednesday: make pies (blueberry, cherry, raisin); make pepita brittle

Thursday: make Curried Squash and Apple Soup, make Carrot Cupcakes, make Cinnamon Rolls, thaw cranberry sauce, set up bread machine for white bread.

That's right. I'm spending Christmas Eve alone in my little kitchen cooking. I'm pretty happy about it. I don't seem to have left any time for wrapping presents.... maybe I need to add gift bags to the list of outstanding shopping items.

I'm not interested in how many shopping days are left

Sunday, December 13, 2009
Will you give me a hint if I tell you the street I grew up on? (lol http://wondermark.com/576/)

Christmas Cooking Plans

Sunday, December 6, 2009
No no I'm not wondering how I can have these things ready for Christmas when I have no space in the new fridge for even a container of juice. I'm not wondering that. It's cold outside. I could always keep things in the backyard and hire security trolls to keep the raccoons out.

FOR DEC-25 MORNING -strata?
FOR DEC-25 AFTERNOON - Squash Soup + "Dessert" (pumpkin cupcakes? blueberry pie? carrot cupcakes? fruit salad? gingerbread apple upside down cake?) + cranberry sauce (already made)
FOR DEC-25 EVENING - Raisin Pie, Blueberry Pie
FOR DEC-26 - Peanut Butter Cookies (with chocolate) or these Peanut Butter Cookies
HOLIDAY SNACKING: Pepita Brittle, Cheese Straws,

Curried Squash and Apple Soup
2 small buttercup or butternut squash
1 stick of butter
2 med onions rough chopped
3 stalks celery rough chopped
3 med carrots rough chopped
1 Tbs cinnamon
1/2 tsp cloves
1/4 tsp nutmeg
1 tsp curry powder
1/4 tsp cayenne pepper
1/8 cup maple sugar (or brown i guess would also work)
4 apples
2/3 c. brandy
12 c water
1/4 c honey (optional)
1. Slice squash in half lengthwise and place cut side down in a buttered pan with 1/2 c. water and bake 1 hour in 350 oven (until tender). Then cool, seed, peel and rough chop cooked squash.
2. In a large pot melt butter, onion, carrot & celery and cook 10 minutes
3. Add sugar and spices and cook 5 mins
4. Add apples and brandy and cook 10 mins
5. Add squash and 12 cups of water and simmer for an hour.
5. Cool and puree in a food processor
6. Stir in honey (optional - taste it first and see if you want more sweetness)

For the dessert, Smitten Kitchen's pumpkin cupcakes or very interesting looking winter fruit salad (pears, apples, figs, apricots - made overnight) or, and I think this might be the winner because cupcakes are such a pain to transport even though they're so fun to eat... The Gingerbread Apple UpsideDown Cake Ok, it's the upside down thing that's sold it. Shush do not even suggest little cupcake sized upside down cakes. I'm not listening to that idea or thinking about how fantastic it would be if it worked. The whole point of cupcakes is EASY and even muffin wrapperable for ease of eating. Upside down cupcakes would have none of that. Not listening.

I just realized that I'm not actually sure my cookie sheets fit in my 24" gas oven.
Clearly there needs to be some preliminary tests and today's the day!
Brown Butter Cookies and, because I'm craving it... Tomato Cilantro soup

Christmas Cooking

Saturday, December 5, 2009
There's a lot of food related business coming up...Work Pot Luck, Christmas Day Dinner, various events and me with no real food storage space so this is going to take some thinking about

Squash and Apple soup and cranberry sauce might be my best bets for Christmas Day contributions. Apparently a lot of those people are vegans at the moment - does this mean I have to leave the butter out of the soup? So annoying.

Pot Luck.... I don't remember what I make for those. Um, puff pastry chicken packets? A dessert of some kind? Hrmn.

There will have to be pies... raisin and blueberry and banana cream? Probably.

Oh and I'm sure there must be some excuse for cheese straws... tomorrow the recipe hunt starts in earnest but for today, here's one i don't want to lose in the shuffle that will come in handy when I'm busy.


This is a slow cooker recipe from Cooks Country. Am I going to be sucked into a membership purchase? Probably. I believe they have what might be the best raisin pie recipe and that might be the best way to get it (or I could buy the cookbook... my options are all tempting)

Hearty Beef Stew (Serves 6 to 8)
5 pounds boneless beef chuck-eye roast , trimmed and cut into 1 1/2-inch cubes
3 tablespoons vegetable oil
4 medium onions , chopped fine
1 (6-ounce) can tomato paste
2 cups low-sodium chicken broth or beef broth
3 tablespoons soy sauce
1 pound carrots , peeled and cut into 1-inch pieces
1 pound parsnips , peeled and cut into 1-inch pieces
1 pound red potatoes , cut into 1-inch pieces
1 1/2 teaspoons minced fresh thyme leaves
2 bay leaves
2 tablespoons Minute Tapioca
2 cups frozen peas, thawed

1. Dry beef with paper towels, then season with salt and pepper. Heat 1 tablespoon oil in large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat until just smoking. Add half of beef and brown on all sides, about 8 minutes. Transfer to slow-cooker insert and repeat with remaining beef (you shouldn’t need more oil). 2. Add 1 tablespoon oil, onions, and 1/4 teaspoon salt to empty skillet and cook until golden brown, about 6 minutes. Add tomato paste and cook, stirring well, for 2 minutes. Add broth and soy sauce, bring to simmer, and transfer to slow-cooker insert. 3. Toss carrots, parsnips, potatoes, 1/2 teaspoon thyme, and remaining 1 tablespoon oil in bowl. Season with salt and pepper. Wrap vegetables in foil packet that will fit in slow cooker. Stir bay leaves and tapioca into slow-cooker insert; set vegetable packet on top of beef. 4. Set slow cooker to high, cover, and cook for 6 to 7 hours. (Or cook on low for 10 to 11 hours.) Transfer vegetable packet to plate. Carefully open packet (watch for steam) and stir vegetables and juices into stew. Add remaining 1 teaspoon thyme and peas and let stand until heated through. Season with salt and pepper to taste and serve. Make Ahead You can do most of the prep for this recipe the night before the ingredients go into the slow cooker. Prepare the recipe through step 2 and refrigerate the browned beef and onion mixture in separate containers. In the morning, just transfer everything to the slow cooker and proceed with step 3. The cooking time will run to the high end of the ranges given in the recipe.